My physical limitations became the scope of my sniper rifle to view life as endless blessings.
Before I saw the beauty in life, self-hate led me to a dark, desolate place.
I’m chipping away the excess stone to find the masterpiece within like Michelangelo.
I became the lens of a video camera observing the world without participating. I refused to accept myself and believe in my abilities. I avoided socializing and school events.
I wanted to be one of the dudes and bang lot’s of chicks.
I turned to porn to fill the empty void within my heart and escape from reality.
Watching porn is an exciting ride until the coaster runs off the track into the abyss of addiction.
Junior High: I’m on the library computer to catch up on homework but I’m looking at naked ladies on the Internet instead. I use stealth by rotating the screen because nobody is looking. Think again, you horny bastard!
Pleasure and fantasy is a mask to the truth of porn. The habit brings you temporary satisfaction but you feel worse afterwards.
You end up in a vicious circle and you lose control. The porn imagery ingrains into your mind mind like x-ray vision.
The Big Lies of Pornography:
- It’s a normal masculine activity
- It won’t hurt anybody
- You can quit anytime
- Sex is more important than love
I’ve taken a stand against my addictions. Sexual obsession tears away at your heart until there is nothing left but a hollow, incomplete core. A surge of freedom and clarity arose from ending the porn fix.
I live by honor, integrity, and love. I cannot live by integrity in the clutches of addiction. Love is the only substance powerful enough to release the radiant glow within my heart.
Love is what fills my heart with joy and brings the beauty to my life. Love is what will complete me when I find a sweet, beautiful, and intelligent woman to spend the rest of my life with.
Exploring the depths of the love in my heart brings me closer to God. I fought becoming closer to Him because it’s not cool to have the Jesus nut label.
My mom introduced me to Jesus Christ as a child but my pursuit of happiness became distorted when I didn’t focus on love.
I will no longer hold back what’s in my heart. I’m going to stay true to myself.
If I deny the love in my heart, I deny who I am and God.
What’s a greater expression of love than God’s Son giving His life for Our Sins?
Here’s what I know:
- I’m at peace and free from negative energy when my mind focuses on God.
- My mission is to encourage others to see their struggles as gifts to help others.
- Love is what gives life meaning by bringing people together.
Are you ready to be courageous leaders by encouraging others to do what’s right and love one another?